Crazy love

I saw a friend shared a video on Facebook and without hesitating I clicked on it. That video was about a long distance relationship and how the pair of couple managed to keep their relationship going on till the end even though they are so far away.. I don't know why I began to cry while watching it and I thought of him who is also staying so far away from me. Tears started rolling down.. the couple really made it & finally the boy met her at the airport. It's just a simple video but it made me weep so easily.. I guess I miss him too much that I couldn't control myself. Then I realized my heart is still with him until now. But it's an impossible thing to be with him, he's so far, he's so smart that I don't think he'll also fall for me. He don't even notice me, he never really look at me once. He don't even like my photos on Facebook and Instagram.. he is ignoring me all the time.. and this is the saddest part. I hope he knew I adore him when I was still there. I always wanted to greet him on Facebook but I have no gut to do so. Ahhhh, stop crying!!