Annyeong!

     Hi, it has been a long time for not posting anything in this blog. I'm quite free right now because I'm having my semester break. So finally I have time to write something here. First, I would like to talk a little bit about my university life. I'm kind of used to it already, and to be honest I'm satisfied with it for now. The environment, the food, the people and the hostel, all are OK for me. I'm not that kind of fussy person if it comes to this type of matter. Talk about studies, hmmph it's stressful, really stressful. All of the people around you are your great competitors to compete for the limited places for degree courses. I'm quite scared that I'm not good enough. All of them look so good in studies and suddenly make me feel so tiny in this world (.___. '') Living with housemates, so far so good. They are crazy like me, hahaha! And.. I really miss Italy even though it has been nearly a year since I came back. Seriously, I miss everthing and everyone there! I feel so sad when my close friends sent me photos for the Halloween party but I couldn't be there. I'm sad when I flash back all those beautiful things I have done in Italy. I really feel like going back now and mee my family and friends! This is one of my wishes in life, to visit them again :) Hopefully my wish will come true one day. Christmas is coming soon and it makes me think of them again. Really miss those days when we decorated, cooked for the Christmas day together. The house warming day. The Christmas vacation. Miss everything to bits :( My host mom asked me to go back to join their Christmas celebration and stay there for one week but I couldn't make it this year! I believe I can return few years later when I have the ability to sponsor myself for the trip, it's kind of hard for parents to spend so much for you the second time, so I think of going myself using my own $$ one day. (Maybe some of you may laugh at me, but dreaming for something isn't wrong, right?) That's all for now :P bye guys see you again!

     

Crazy love

I saw a friend shared a video on Facebook and without hesitating I clicked on it. That video was about a long distance relationship and how the pair of couple managed to keep their relationship going on till the end even though they are so far away.. I don't know why I began to cry while watching it and I thought of him who is also staying so far away from me. Tears started rolling down.. the couple really made it & finally the boy met her at the airport. It's just a simple video but it made me weep so easily.. I guess I miss him too much that I couldn't control myself. Then I realized my heart is still with him until now. But it's an impossible thing to be with him, he's so far, he's so smart that I don't think he'll also fall for me. He don't even notice me, he never really look at me once. He don't even like my photos on Facebook and Instagram.. he is ignoring me all the time.. and this is the saddest part. I hope he knew I adore him when I was still there. I always wanted to greet him on Facebook but I have no gut to do so. Ahhhh, stop crying!!

Talking about them

I don't understand why people hate me even though I have tried to put up my best smile for them, being so difficult to maintain our friendships, tried my best to cheer them up.. help them in my best ways I can.. but people just like to put every blame on me, even though I'm not wrong! Guys, please understand the real situation before you blame someone or you get mad of someone especially someone who didn't have any wrong. You tent to be so much happier after you lost me as your friend because you've got your new boyfriend with you who protects you every time, everywhere. But is that something you should be proud of? Is that something so glamorous? I don't think so. You are just so fake now, you tried to play dramas in front of people, you wanna make people jealous of you being so happy with your boy? Oh please! Just stop dreaming girl. You're totally wrong. I don't care if you hate me, you dislike me or what, you wanna stop making friends with me that's pretty alright. Just one thing, please stop barking around telling everyone that I did something bad on you but actually I didn't. Whatever, I always believe God knows the truth, God will get the wrong person punished for being so fake, putting all the blames on the right person, telling the world that she's right. I'm still me no matter what, don't think that you're so pretty & powerful enough to make all the people around you spin at you, fall for you. Wake up girl, wake up.

CHEERS! They're nobody. Selfies~

Keep smiling

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I miss this place

MY COSY ITALIAN HOUSE :)

really really miss this place :')

It was 10 days near to Christmas after my arrival in Italy. I was so happy i could celebrate 'Natale' with my Italian family! That coming' Christmas made me extremely excited (including the two weeks school holidays for Christmas! I would be travelling in the caravan with the Terzi family!) I was really lucky to get such lovely host family during my stay :) 

That's the Christmas tree in a corner of the house, so well-decorated. Sparkling and sparkling.. it made this house merrier! I remember we removed all the decorations and kept the Christmas tree back in the store after Christmas had passed.. 

On the table was Malaysian typical food i brought for them. Also, the batik table cloth & little batik handkerchiefs.. i was glad that they like them. Especially the 'beehive crackers' made by my mummy, it was my host mom's favourite! hahaha :D 

 I can't really explain why but i just really love Italian houses. My host house is simple but it made me feel warm & cosy like my real home.. :> with the yellow lightnings.. a me piace (Y)

This is the kitchen with the little television to listen to the news while having meals ;)

oh my God i really miss standing at one side, watching my host mom and dad cooking delicacies!! oh mio dio :( i miss my stay with them.. it's true that you will be emotional and sadness suddenly comes to you during the night~ 

XXX

All right i will post more the other days.. it's already 11pm now, i have to get my beauty sleep xP 

(sleep early to avoid pimples!) 

Ciao a tutti, buona notte <3 un braccio da Yinnie da Malesia :)

Remember, I love you, Didi.

美国「养狗证」上面的9句话

1，在你买我之前你需要知道，我这一生大概
只能活10到15年，和你分别是件无比痛苦的事。

My life likely to last ten to fifteen years.
Any separation from you will be painful for me.
Remember that before you buy me.

2，在给我命令时请给我理解的时间，别对我发
脾气，虽然我一定会原谅你的，你的耐心和理
解能让我学得更快。

Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3，请好好对我，因为世界上最珍惜最需要你的
爱心的是我，别生气太久，也别把我关起来，
因为你有你的生活、你的朋友、你的工作和
娱乐，而我只有你。

Don’t be angry for me for long and don’
t lock me up as punishment.
You have your work，
your entertainment and your friends.
I have only you.

4，经常和我说话吧，虽然我听不懂你的语言，
但我认得你的声音，你是知道的，在你回家时
我是多麽高兴，因为我一直竖着耳朵在等待你
的脚步声。

Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t
understand your words.
I understand your voice when it’s speaking to me.

5，请注意你对待我的好，我永远不会忘记它，
如果它是残酷的，可能会影响我永远.

Be aware that however you treat me,
I’ll never forget it and if it’s cruel it
may affect me forever.

6，请别打我，记住，
我有反抗的牙齿，但我不会咬你。

Remember before you hit me that I have teeth
that could easily crush the bones of your hand，
but that I choose not to bite you.

7，在你觉得我懒，不再又跑又跳或者不听话时，
在骂我之前，请想想也许我出了什麽问题，也许
我吃的东西不对，也许我病了，也许我已经老了。

Before you scold me for being uncooperative，
please ask yourself if something might be bothering me.
Perhaps I’m not getting the right food，
or I've been run in the sun too long or
my heart is getting old and weak.

8，当我老了，不再像小宝贝时那麽可爱时，请你
仍然对我好，仍然照顾我，带我看病，因为我们
都会有老的一天。

Take care of me when I get old. You too，
will grow old.

9，当我已经很老的时候，当我的健康已经逝去，
已无法正常的生活，请不要想方法或设法让我继
续活下去，因为我已经不行了，我知道你也不想
我离开，但请接受这个事实，并在最后的时刻与
我在一起，

求求你一定不要说“我不忍心看它死去”而走开，
因为在我生命的最后一刻，如果能在你怀中离开
这个世界，听着你的声音，我就什麽都不怕，
你就是我的家，我爱你！

Go with me on difficult journeys.
Never say I can’t bear to watch it or
let it happen in my absent .
Everything is easily for me if you are there.
Remember，I love you.

Beautiful Day

Woke up early and headed to meet up with my friends near our school. Had a hearty breakfast with them and played, talked, shared anything in the garden with them while waiting for the out-coming SPM result. I had cold feet, i was worried if i cant satisfy myself, i cant make my parents proud. But everything's over now, i am thankful for getting the result i wanted. Thanks God. i am so overwhelmed when i saw my parents smiled and showered with happiness when they knew my result. Thanks for being my all time "back-bones", pa & ma, thanks for the love you've given to me. Thanks for your sacrifice. OK so stop talking bout the result and go back to the moment when we spent our time playing in the garden. We have snapped many photos just now :)

p/s we know we're crazy XD